I've gone back to my place of birth. I left so many people that means so much to me.Especially him.I miss everyone.But I've gotta start over,after 8 years I finally got back here.Now that I'm gone,i wonder how he feels..i still remember the last moment i spent with my friends..with him.I know i wasn't special to him but i just want to feel special on that last moment.When he softly touches my hair and leaves...it still playing in my mind.
I cried.

Barney,please give me strength to go through all of this..I miss him.and i know that he's not mine.He's the only guy i ever loved this much.He knows that i loved him but he just couldn't do anything,he doesn't have feelings for me.I wish that in another life,we could be more than this.

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